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Thursday, 06 August 2009
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终于递了辞职信。
前两天上training的时候，忍不住又打量起training centre。回家的路上，逛街的时候，也会多看两眼那些平时不在意的建筑。
18岁以前的每天，都过得很顺遂。而这之后在香港的5年，好像积累了姐姐我这小半辈子所有的不爽阿，委屈阿，伤心啊。猛得一看还真甚是怀念。
虽然大家都不承认，我还是在不知不觉中在这里长大了。
然后要离开这里去过人生的另一个阶段。
Thursday, 30 July 2009
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在办公室idle。
辞职之前，一帆风顺得好像RP的我终于by accident接到一个顶wok的job。
senior很好，manager很好，认真做事，努力保护我们，可还是被上面的人和client弄得非常辛苦。
我看着他们就好像看到以后的我。
可转念想那也应该不是我。
我在这样被折腾几次之后，应该会很快适应所谓的PwC Culture和Chur 人。
我没办法看自己坚持做好人却被人玩到死。
也不能眼睁睁变成凶恶无比的毒蝎子。
所以更坚定了要走的想法。
做完这个job立刻请假回北京休息，回到家歇了两天就开始发烧感冒，松懈下来必然大病。
再回来时候以为自己已经recover,可见到april 和katrina她们却大叫说你怎么了。
为什么突然好像很无助的样子，蹦不起来了。
Thursday, 04 June 2009
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真是一个令人“难忘”的日子。
好像推迟了两年的成人礼。
成人的标准是，面对意想不到的事？
Monday, 01 June 2009
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真累。
Friday, 24 April 2009
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洗澡的时候突然想到2年前shirly发给我的这首歌。
当时我说那是首可爱的歌。
她说你为什么听不出当中的感动和希望。
我说那就是一首可爱的歌。
现在她找到她的幸福，
突然觉得那就是感动。
Finally by Fergie
Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream
Cinderella theme
Crazy as it seems
Always knew that deep inside that
there would come that day
But I would have to wait
make so many mistakes
I could'nt comprehend
as I watched it unfold
This classic story told I left it in the cold
Walking through unopen doors that led me back to you
Each one unlocking more of the truth
I finally stopped tripping on my youth
I finally got lost inside of you
I finally know I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul
Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
Its the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally
MMMMMMMM
I remember the beggining you already knew
I acted like a fool
Just trying to be cool
Fronting like it didn't matter
I just ran away
Put on another face
Was lost in my own space
Found what its like to hurt selfishly
I was scared to give up me
Afraid to just believe
I was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place
Stumbled through the mess that I have made
Finally got out of my own way
I finally started living for today
I finally know I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul
Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Gave my love to him finally
MMMMMMMM
Finally, Finally
Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something beautiful is happening, happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally
ohhhhhhh, Finally, Finally, finally
