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Thursday, 06 August 2009

  • 终于递了辞职信。

    前两天上training的时候,忍不住又打量起training centre。回家的路上,逛街的时候,也会多看两眼那些平时不在意的建筑。

    18岁以前的每天,都过得很顺遂。而这之后在香港的5年,好像积累了姐姐我这小半辈子所有的不爽阿,委屈阿,伤心啊。猛得一看还真甚是怀念。

    虽然大家都不承认,我还是在不知不觉中在这里长大了。

    然后要离开这里去过人生的另一个阶段。

     

Thursday, 30 July 2009

  • 在办公室idle。

    辞职之前,一帆风顺得好像RP的我终于by accident接到一个顶wok的job。

    senior很好,manager很好,认真做事,努力保护我们,可还是被上面的人和client弄得非常辛苦。

    我看着他们就好像看到以后的我。

    可转念想那也应该不是我。

    我在这样被折腾几次之后,应该会很快适应所谓的PwC Culture和Chur 人。

    我没办法看自己坚持做好人却被人玩到死。

    也不能眼睁睁变成凶恶无比的毒蝎子。

    所以更坚定了要走的想法。

    做完这个job立刻请假回北京休息,回到家歇了两天就开始发烧感冒,松懈下来必然大病。

    再回来时候以为自己已经recover,可见到april 和katrina她们却大叫说你怎么了。

    为什么突然好像很无助的样子,蹦不起来了。

Thursday, 04 June 2009

Monday, 01 June 2009

Friday, 24 April 2009

  • 洗澡的时候突然想到2年前shirly发给我的这首歌。

    当时我说那是首可爱的歌。

    她说你为什么听不出当中的感动和希望。

    我说那就是一首可爱的歌。

     

    现在她找到她的幸福,

    突然觉得那就是感动。

     

    Finally by Fergie

    Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream
    Cinderella theme
    Crazy as it seems
    Always knew that deep inside that
    there would come that day
    But I would have to wait
    make so many mistakes
    I could'nt comprehend
    as I watched it unfold
    This classic story told I left it in the cold
    Walking through unopen doors that led me back to you
    Each one unlocking more of the truth

    I finally stopped tripping on my youth
    I finally got lost inside of you
    I finally know I needed to grow
    And finally my mate has met my soul

    Finally
    Now my destiny can begin
    Though we will have our differences
    Something strange and new is happening
    Finally
    Now my life doesn't seem so bad
    Its the best that I've ever had
    Give my love to him finally

    MMMMMMMM

    I remember the beggining you already knew
    I acted like a fool
    Just trying to be cool
    Fronting like it didn't matter
    I just ran away
    Put on another face
    Was lost in my own space
    Found what its like to hurt selfishly
    I was scared to give up me
    Afraid to just believe
    I was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place
    Stumbled through the mess that I have made

    Finally got out of my own way
    I finally started living for today
    I finally know I needed to grow
    And finally my mate has met my soul

    Finally
    Now my destiny can begin
    Though we will have our differences
    Something strange and new is happening
    Finally
    Now my life doesn't seem so bad
    It's the best that I've ever had
    Gave my love to him finally

    MMMMMMMM

    Finally, Finally

    Finally
    Now my destiny can begin
    Though we will have our differences
    Something beautiful is happening, happening
    Finally
    Now my life doesn't seem so bad
    It's the best that I've ever had
    Give my love to him finally

    ohhhhhhh, Finally, Finally, finally